OMG

So, last night I did something stupid. I put myself in a position where I could have been seriously hurt or even killed, not to mention hurting or killing others. This morning, I thought about it and it really scared me. I'm not going to say what it was but it was bad. I don't know what I was thinking.

I do these things to escape, to feel different. Then, in the end, it bites me in the ass.

Because of what happened, I broke down this morning. I lost it. Then other feelings just poured out. Emotion can be a terrible thing because it can make one so irrational, so.. emotional!

I hate it.

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Letting myself go
To something bigger out there
No longer a joke